I don't know why, but I woke up feeling like I'm doing something wrong. Maybe, subconsciously, I do know what I'm doing and how it will affect me in the long run; but sometimes I just need to feel the wrong, just to know if it feels right enough to risk everything for, you know?
I'm not what you would call a girl who is "boy-crazy"... So I don't spend every second of every day strolling around looking for love in every guy I meet. But when I meet an intellectual, intelligent, beautiful person such as this, I start to get lost in them for a second. And this person has had me lost in him, looking for myself for as long as I have known him. I can truly say I'm enjoying this adventure.
So, would I be wrong to lash everything I feel, everything I am at this person simply because I feel he completes and heals everything about me? Or do I continue what I have been doing all my life and love in silence... I'm comfortable with the latter but that doesn't get me him... I believe I will have to do something drastic before I do something crazy.
*Lovely Thoughts*
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